Mid Year Book Freak Out Tag

Hello! It’s the middle of the year!

My mind is goo!

Time for a freak-out.

I was tagged by Nikkie at @Nikkie Reads.

(PLEASE check out her blog for good queer content.)


(A note to readers: Thank you for reading and for leaving comments! I will respond ONE OF THESE DAYS!)


How much have you read?

I recently lowered my reading goal from 200 books to 150 books.

I’ve read 76 books so far this year, which puts me 10 books ahead of schedule.


What have you been reading?

I’ve been reading a pretty even split of fiction and nonfiction, YA and adult.

I’m trying to introduce more graphic novels into the mix.

Last week, I ordered Nimona and The Fire Never Goes Out – I CAN’T WAIT until they get here.


Best book you’ve read so far in 2020?





This book was good and pure and lovely.

I’ve said before I think this book will save lives.

I think that is ESPECIALLY true now for vulnerable trans and non-binary teens.

Hey teens – you’re hella valid and you belong in the LGBTQIA+ community.

We love you so much.


Best sequel you’ve read so far in 2020


I finally read The Vanishing Stair and loved EVERY SECOND.

Vanishing Stair


(If you spoil it, a pox on your houses.)


New release you haven’t read, but want to

I slept on The Falling-in-Love Montage and failed to pre-order it before its release date (and my as-of-today soft book-buying ban.)

Falling in Love Montage

For my foolishness, I am being punished with a wait.

This book looks cute and I’m told it has a lot of feelings?

Those are my two favorite things!


Most anticipated release for the second part of the year


I’m really looking forward to The Dark Tide by Alicia Jasinska (to-be-released August 4th.)

The Dark Tide

It has enemies-to-lovers and a witchy sacrifice. (And it’s f/f.) (Pre-order it here.)

I’m also really pumped about Legendborn (which I finally pre-ordered…and you can, too!)


It’s a modern retelling of the King Arthur legend with a bi Black protagonist (to-be-released September 15th.)

I love this book’s cover so much.

Pre-order Legendborn here.


Biggest Disappointment

I hyped This Coven Won’t Break for almost a year.

This Coven Won't Break

I LOVED the first book and couldn’t wait for continued witchy adventures with my favorite gays.

I DID NOT LIKE the sequel.

Underneath the many, many layers of plot, the novel is structured as Hannah’s journey through the five stages of grief.

What a great plot for the sequel!

Then a mess of conflict with eight thousand unnecessary subplots arrived to SWEEP THOSE EMOTIONS AWAY.

My favorite part of These Witches Don’t Burn was the mystery.

By contrast, I couldn’t even follow the plot of This Coven Won’t Break.

(It’s also uncomfortably pro-cop.)

I’m going to pretend this book doesn’t exist.


Biggest Surprise

I gave two authors whose debuts I despised another chance.

SURPRISE! I rated both of these new books five stars!

I think The Gilded Wolves is damn-near perfect and encourage anyone who likes fantasy or heists to read it.

THe Gilded Wolves

Wolves is part of a trilogy, the second part of which comes out in September. (Pre-order it here.)

PLEASE READ THIS BOOK. It’s one of the best historical fantasies I’ve ever read.

As for the second five-star book, I wanted to see if The Starless Sea was worth the hype.

Starless Sea

The Starless Sea took me on a REAL MAGICAL JOURNEY.

If I step back, I see how the story is a 500-page Save the Cat! plot.

If I look more closely, I see Erin Morgenstern’s love for fiction.

This book was really good. Please read it.


New favorite author (debut or new to you)

Alanna Okun, Sarah Gailey, and Roselle Lim have been added to my Favorite Authors list for their beautiful, magical books.

Sarah Gailey made me weep TWICE and introduced me to some wild imagery.

Roselle Lim explored grief using food and I have never been hungrier.

Alanna Okun made knitting sound interesting on paper, which is a FEAT.

An additional new favorite is Little Corvus, a fantastic Seattle-based artist featured in Women of the Galaxy.

Buy their art (and/or some killer graphic novels!) on their website.


Underrated gems you’ve discovered recently

I haven’t seen a ton of promotion for either This is What I Know About Art or A Quick and Easy Guide to Sex and Disability, both comics.

Aren’t they beautiful? Don’t you want to know more?

Buy them! (Note:both books are on backorder. BUY THEM ALL THE SAME.)

(Use these links.)

In memoir news, I received a copy of Michael Arceneaux’s I Don’t Want to Die Poor in my Call Number subscription box.

I Don't Want to Die Poor

Arceneaux presents the despair and unintentional hilarity that comes with student loan debt.

Most poignantly, he advises readers to forgive themselves.

(The subscription box included a “Forgive Yourself” art print that I’ve placed in a prominent spot on my bookshelf.)

This book is BRAND-NEW and absolutely fire. Read it, buy it, borrow it, treasure it.


Rereads this year

During furlough, I ended up rereading a pack of old favorites with some other books thrown in:

  • Something New by Lucy Knisley (never fails to cheer me up)
  • Bitterblue by Kristin Cashore (NOT a happy book, but very cathartic)
  • The Night Circus by Erin Morgenstern (I guess I see why people like it)
  • In the Dream House by Carmen Maria Machado (a perfect book)
  • Someday, Someday, Maybe by Lauren Graham (I turned 27 in January, so this book hit extra hard)
  • Undead Girl Gang (better the second time, though I still call BS on the friendship)


Newest fictional crush

OH MAN. Ezra is the best boyfriend that could ever boyfriend and the best friend anyone could want.


I was first smitten with his hairstyle (saved sides AND a manbun??) and swiftly fell for his caring heart.

I LOVE protective characters and Ezra tries to fight ANYONE who wrongs Felix.


(This book also features three of the worst boyfriends and girlfriends put to paper. What a range!)


Newest favorite character

I am not very far into Bone Crier’s Moon and I’m already fond of Ailesse.

Bone Crier's Moon

In the first chapter, she jumps off a cliff to wrestle a shark.

That’s WILD.

(She’s also a magical redhead and I have a type.)


Book that made you cry

I picked up Girl, Woman, Other again. Every time I read it, I am near tears.

Girl Woman Ohter

Carole’s chapter stood out to me most.

I wish the world treated survivors differently.

I also cried during When We Were Magic and I Don’t Want to Die Poor, both of which nailed the exact terror and shame I feel about making adult decisions and paying off debt.

When We Were Magic in particular cracked me WIDE open.


Book that made you happy

As I will say AGAIN AND AGAIN, Felix Ever After made me cry the happiest of tears.

I was also very happy with The Mermaid, the Witch, and the Sea.

Mermaid Witch Sea

(Minor spoilers)

I was so worried my favorite character was going to die, and then they survived!

I feel like they more than earned a happy ending, so I was glad to see them get one.

I also thought the romance was very pure and accepting.

Mermaid is a rough book, but it’s beautiful, too.


Favorite book-to-film adaptation

I don’t think I’ve watched a single book-to-film adaptation this year.

Not one.


Most beautiful cover you’ve bought this year (or received)

HOW could I POSSIBLY choose?

Incendiary and A Song of Wraiths and Ruin have two of the most stunning covers I’ve laid eyes on all year.

I also received a fancy edition of Bone Crier’s Moon and it is a real treat.

I have yet to see Vanessa Yu’s Magical Paris Tea Shop in the flesh, but it’s on its way and I KNOW it will be gorgeous, just like its predecessor.

(You can preorder Vanessa Yu’s Magical Paris Tea Shop here.)


What books do you need to read by the end of the year?

I’m TRYING to read through my backlist books and I’m doing okay.

HOWEVER, I STILL need to read the following, as these books have been on my shelf for years:

  • And I Darken by Kiersten White (or maybe I’ll unhaul this one. I don’t know.)
  • Our Dark Duet by Victoria Schwab
  • The A Darker Shade of Magic series by V. E. Schwab (I read the first one!)
  • Dreams of Gods and Monsters by Laini Taylor (I don’t want to talk about it)
  • Wild Beauty by Anna-Marie Mclemore (I’m not allowed to buy any more of their books until I finish this one)


Favorite post you have done this year

During my furlough, I wrote an out-of-nowhere post about skin care that a lot of people enjoyed.

It was fun writing about something other than books, depression, or deconstruction for a change.


Favorite book community member

I love a lot of people in the bookish community.

Most recently, posts by May and Margaret have helped distract me from the mess of things happening in my city. (RESIGN, Durkan!)

Both bloggers are very cool and creative and post great content all the time.

AND, as an added bonus, their blogs look great. I admire them so.


Whew! I feel better now.

If anyone would like to freak out with me, consider yourself tagged!

We’ve only got…six more months of 2020 to go.

Or, if April was any indication, another 75 years.



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Stay safe out there, friends.

12 thoughts on “Mid Year Book Freak Out Tag”

  1. I honestly can’t wait to read Felix Ever After! Everyone has been raving about it, and you screaming about it makes me want to read it even more! I’m glad you enjoyed it so much! 😀
    I also admire how much you’ve read! I’ve been in a slump recently, hoping to get back into reading soon! 🙂

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    1. AAAAAAH I CAN’T WAIT FOR YOU TO READ IT! I liked it as much as, possibly more, than You Know Me Well.
      Thank you! My attention span is coming back I think. Slumps are rough – hope you can get out of this one soon! (Or not. Whatever your brain needs.)

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      1. Ooohh this intrigues me because I know how much you loved You Know Me Well, and I really loved that book too… honestly thinking about purchasing Felix Ever After tonight because who knows when the library is going to re-open.
        Slumps are rough, this has been the biggest one for me; I think I’m coming out of it (I think) but I’m glad to hear you’re doing better too! 🙂


  2. So weird that we’re almost half way through the year..
    I absolutely loved The gilded wolves as well! And Bone crier’s moon was so good!


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  3. Oh man, you have now crushed my expectations for This Convent Won’t Break! I’m still waiting for my copy and haven’t gotten it to. Hopefully, my now lower expectations will help me enjoy the book more

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